Bubble Thoughts

Friday, January 29, 2010

Well, after cooling down for a night and had a good sleep, due to the fact I'm too tired the day before..I wanted to apologise for that emo post below.

I do love my mum very much, that's why I care so much about what she thinks and what she says. She's a good mum compared to many other mums out there. It's only just because she has great expectations on me and somehow I'm still not up to what she thinks I should be, really upsets her.

She thought that I will be some great designer, earning alot of money, then got married to a great husband, living happily together...but the thing is I'm just only going 22 this year?..Marriage?? Okay maybe I have disappointed her regarding of my inconsistency in my career path, but marriage?! Even the first step like dating guys, I'm still struggling okay.

Okay, to cut it short, her concept of a perfect daughter is imposing a great amount of stress on me and I just can't take it.

But nevertheless, she's still my mum and I'm still her daughter.

joreen121 at 10:43 AM